Nine years ago on World AIDS Day, I wrote these words:
The world was frightened by an epidemic that was spreading quickly.
We watched as science tried to keep pace with a disease we couldn't control.
April 22, 1984, the CDC's Dr. Mason reported, "I believe we have the cause of AIDS." The very next day, the US Health & Human Services Secretary reported, "We hope to have a vaccine ready for testing in about 2 years."
As we all know, it wasn't that simple.
It still isn't.
Nine years ago today I didn't know the word Pandemic. I didn't know how it was different from Epidemic.
Oh how times have changed!
This is the first pandemic to impact many of us.
But it isn't truly the first pandemic of our lifetimes.
Several someones I know have HIV. I would be willing to bet someone you know does, too. It took decades of research and death before we learned how to slow it down. There was no vaccine in the promised 2 years. There is still no vaccine for a disease that is almost 40 years old.
My beloved HIV positive people and
their loved ones spent years hoping to survive long enough for the science to
catch up. They didn’t wait 9, 10, 12, or
18 months. They waited, they learned how
to protect themselves and those they loved.
They kept the faith, hoping against hope that the cavalry was coming for
them. But when it came, it was only a treatment and not a cure, it was highly
expensive, often not covered by health insurance, and came with shame and
judgment.
But we are far from out of the woods.
We don’t get it right 100% of the time. We all make mistakes; we all get tired; we all long for a life before COVID-19 began. We drop our resolve and someone else pays the price. But we know what it takes to keep this season of waiting from getting any darker. We know what we need to do: we need to persevere for a few more months. May this Advent season be marked by our compassion for one another. May this be the year where Advent is shaped by our willingness to sacrifice. We may give up that which we love: family gatherings, holiday parties, hugs, but we will gain so much more.
For in the darkness, a light breaks forth.
After centuries of waiting,
on a night in a little town in Judea,
the cry of an infant broke through the noise of a stable.
Hope.
Hope was born that night.
Hope was born again in me this week.
May it be born again in you today.
Amen.
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